You love to joke on me

but do you ever know your joke is stabbing me like shit?

FUCK

Sometimes I just can't tahan those who never reply my msg! Especially when it's urgent.


Title is rude but I just very seriously cannot accept it. FUCK!

I read a book

The book is given by my teacher
Yes some of the points I do really not-so-understand
But I understand one thing, we have to learn from each others
Even though the person is younger than you

This is sooo oh improtant!

So close

♥

randommmmmm.

This a random note that my senior tagged me. Once I have been tagged, I have to write 35 things about me. So if you wanna know me more, scroll down and read (:

1. I'm a girl. Haha

2. I'm sixteen years old.

3. I'm stupid.

4. Aaron Yan is my boy ;)

5. I play drums in my band !

6. I always asked my junior to find score for me. lol

7. I'm the ever fierce people in band. lolol

8. takut hantu!

9. & takut gelap juga!

10. My favourite song, 我是一只小小小小鸟 Haha

11. I have a lion king junior, jealous right ?

12. I have a sexy ass. HEHE

13. Eat is my life.

14. Sleeping too :)

15. Beh syok those people who wake me up when I was sleeping.

16. Dislike people who show off

17. Seriously cant stand for those ppl who always emo

18. I love pink colour !

19. single,

20. & available. HaHa

21. 168 cm

22. 38kg ;)

23. D cup boobs

24. 22 waist LOL

25. double chin

26. sexy lips

27. mushroom hair style

28. before i come to perc, i'm a tubist

29. i'm a vocalist from london music high school

30. paris, the beautiful place that i like

31. i can cry like shit in this second, but then laughing like mad at the next second

32. bffs for life :)

33. teasing people, my hobby

34. add maths and maths are my favourite subject

35. bye bye :)


Now, you know me more! XD

surprisal

hey I'm thinking to buy an english novel
any recommend ?

it's 0027 am now

but i'm still crying like hell.
sighh.

imy <3

Drey went to Hong Kong for holiday trip

feel missing her D:

today's prac without her i felt so lonely

My waist suffering from pain again.

Even now when i cough, i feel like dying !

*****

but, i'm still happy cuz

i got a new scarf from my BOYFRIEN (:

dear audrey

she's hot
isn't it?

i changed my blog title !

:(

Stairway To Heaven made me cry yesterday.

How sad.

love ;) 4S5

:) besties

jae with meeee !

so damn sh ! lol

Bffs ♥

band gang. but why do i look so lc ? haha

again another sh pose. laugh !

stop calling stop calling !

斗鸡眼！

went to parade to day with my junior for our form five senior's farewell present.

My boy's birthday today.

Saranghae Oppa ♥

i am so happy now

skipped school today is not because i sleep late,is i am just too tired -.-
my sister got boyfriend dy, so bzb hor
but her boy seems so take care of her, i feel glad too
and maybe i'm going out with her and her boy tomorrow
i never meet him before !
hahaha,excited :D

121110

友情也很讲究缘份，对吧？

每次骂架后，总是需要有人踏出第一步

我踏出了第一步，可是之前好像都没有效

但是昨天，我看到了效果！

好开心哦！

121110

是我们开始冷战的那一天

其实只要我忍了下来，就不会发生这些事

可是那时候的我，真的很不爽

为什么她可以这样做！

我真的接受不到她这样说，这样想的

我不想和她说话了

她那么聪明，也意识到我不想睬她的态度

所以冷战就是这样开始

也就是这样，那天大家都闹得很不开心

我从来没看过她那么失落的样子

每次都是我们吵架后她才会这样

是不是因为她 care about 我？ 哈哈哈

我好像有点臭美了

其实跟她冷战

我都后悔死了

因为我每次有开心的东西，都不能去找她

唉，最多下次我会提醒自己再忍多一下就好了

我情愿忍死，也不要失去她

我也很抱歉

因为我那时真的很生气，很多不该说的话都骂出来

我真的很后悔啊

我想，我时候 sms 她了

可是我又很怕她不回我

算了算了，就不信她是那么铁石心肠

哈哈

不管她做了什么事，她还是我的好朋友

我不愿意放弃她这个朋友

虽然她偶尔会说一些很 hurt 的话

不过算了，我们是好朋友

过几天还是会像以前那样的，对吗？

why ?

everything is still a mess
i've tried so hard to push everyone up but the situation is just the same
it's really frustrating you know ?
have you ever try your best ?
do you really work hard ?
do you ?


DO YOU ?

youaredrivingmetocrazy

happy birthday to apollo soon!

Got this red drum sticks free from Epsrit. Wheee :)) ~

Jealous leh? hehe.

Went to Wong Kok with my juniors yesterday :D
We did something idiot and i think the waiter and waitress must be beh syok us?
Whatever, I do enjoy the great time with my juniors :)) !
So bad that I didn't take much photos with them, cause I went back early. Sighhh
I wanna take photo wth Lion King ah. ROAR!

Show it

Show me you can.

I know you can.

My boy ♥

HE IS SOOOOOO HANDSOME ♥

take me away @

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow!
There is a big trouble waiting for me. I don't want to face that bloody hell woman!
Someone pls save me?
I wish that the existence of superman is real.
He can take me to other places.
Urgh,she's freakin annoying!

neninenibubu

:P

心碎 :'(

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RAWR!
WHO IS THAT GIRL ?!
Si beh dulan now.

What's wrong with you dude?

Yish,I am just can't stand for your sound anymore.
You ain't our class rap. You don't have the right to yell at us k?
Who do you think you are ? A leader in 4s5 ? YOU ARE NOT AT ALL K PLS.
Don't show a stupid face in front of us when there's no people appreciate what you have done for us. What you did adalah secara sukarela. We didn't ask you to do that for us k?
And do you know your sound is really freakin annoying and can you just keep your mother fucking mouth shut up ?


I hate you so much.
booooo

Yier ;(

I want this moo cup. But my aunt wanna use it as decoration.

:'(

Sejarah paper this Wednesday.
Urgh so anxious anxious !
I've run through all the chapters but I forgot what I've studied at the next moment. FML
Everything starts from 0 again !

And yier, so freakin regret that I didn't went to parade to see RAYMOND LAM.
Audrey said he was sooooooo handsome.
+ she saw someone there +_+


Okie I should stop here.
Bm paper tomorrow*
Sigh

.

这个世界就是那么的不公平
但是你又可以做些什么？
我们能做的
就是努力，努力，再努力
不管如何，都要比那些看不起你的人过得好。

你不得好死。

这句话是狠了些
但是像你这种人，越早死越好
你的存在，只会祸害人间。

10.10.10 ♥

It should be a lovely day today.

But wtf, I am studying physics chapter 5- light in home !
Audrey phone me yeaterday and asked me for a date, it's too bad that I can't go just because of the year end exam !
I swear, after da exam I'll shop till you bankrupt !

Wait for me drey ;)

MIss you :)

Grandma is leaving tonight.
She's going to Sarawak for my eldest cousin bro's gradution.
My cousin brother is 25 years old now !
Hahah, 祝前途无量啊！

No band practice tomorrow. Exam ahh! :(

I'm dead. I'm alive. :D

Psm got scolded by his mum yesterday.


psm's mum : 你在手艺没有天分呢！
psm : 男生不需懂这些的！
psm's mum : 借口！你是懒惰而已！
psm : ...

I was laughing like hell that time. :DDDD




Exam is on the next week ! RAWR.

Hair gets longer..

and I went to cut my hair today
I look freakin weird.
urgh, si beh cannot accept my new hair style now !

D: D:

So i removed the chatbox again since no people is going to use it.
Dont want complicated my bloggie. TeeHEE!
And I'm hmm...deciding to change my blogskin again.
hahha, I know you'll si beh tahan me but no choice lah, not satisfied with the one now :/


Currently suck at Chapter 5 of biology - meiosis. Hell that!
What a bloddy chapter for me. I dont want fail my bio cause of that sucking meiosis !
Urgh, suddenly si beh tahan now !

ohh pls.

当遇上我不想说的事情时，请你不要逼我。
我会讨厌你的。

< 3

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to youuuuu !


happy birthday to noob gu ! HAH :DD

I want to be sexy miao

Miao~

I want to be hot

I want to be sexy

I want to be a lady

I want to be......more more

But wth I'm so fat now ==

To achieve my dreams, so I am on diet now

it's soooooo suffer when you look at the food but you CANNOT eat it. urgh wtf

to satisfy my desires, i keep on feeding myself with fruits

and now i have no more constipation problem now

seriously ==

你不知道的事

我的心狠狠伤过却不会忘。

哭笑不得

I typed a long post just now.
But due to my stupid internet connection, everything GONE!
Wth you celcome broadband. BOO YOU!

pissed off.

I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY DO PEOPLE NEED HANDPHONE ACTUALLY.

THEY DONT REPLY YOUR MESSAGES, THEY DONT EVEN CARE TO ANSWER YOUR CALL.
I THROW MY PHONE ONTO THE WALL.
I AM REALLY FUCKING ANGRY NOW.

FUCK YOU GUYS WHO DIDNT REPLY MY MSG.

FML

今天心情非常的不好

如果我让你们难受了，我很抱歉

真的很对不起

不好的东西总爱一起来

明天还有一堆东西要去处理

这只是很小事而已，不明白自己为什么这样也做不好

为了一点事就大动肝火

也许，不甘自己努力的东西会换来这样的结果

如果可以，我当然希望一切会如我所愿

但是，真的可以吗？

我对自己越来越没有信心

我曾经以为可以的，但到头来还是变成这个样子

别人叫我不要天真，我还很不爽的觉得他们在泼我冷水

现在，终于自食其果咯！

: D

30/8-Open house

Audrey came to my house today, and she stayed overnight at my house!
I'm so happy about this. But i started to regret when she keep on mentioning her stupid cute toki. When i started feel sleepy and wanna sleep, she's hyper active and disturbed me. She dont want me to sleep. What a woman is this! But anyway, still have lots fun with her :D. And finally she got the chance to meet my psm. I know he's cute LOL. Psm went to barroom to countdown for Merdeka. Bad boy! He slept until 11 something this morning!

31/8-Merdeka Day

Went to jusco with audrey today. We watched VAMPIRES SUCKS together, and..this movie was totally sucks. Quite regret that i've spent 12 bucks for the stupid ticket. Btw, we have our lunch at a japanese restaurant. The food was quite okay I think. Err, I wore skirt today too. I'm so pretty shyyy you know. Audrey yeap said I look pretty. LOL ! So bad my beloved Doris was not here. Disappointed me :(


Anyway, Happy Merdeka and Malaysia Day! :D :D
Proud to be a Malaysian Band Member!

I dont want to cry.

note to self :

be yourself
ﺕ

idk how idk how !

Aww, i just hate myself from being so careless always.
I broke an apparatus during chemistry lesson today. And well, I have to pay for it.
The lab assistance told me it costs 100 something.
She says :" barang tu manyak mahal oh, berapa ratus le" !
I feel so WTF now.
What to do? Things that unhappy love to come together.





Sigh.

Dear heart,

Fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely.

Yo.

Haven't been updating since last month i think?
Hehe, I'm being busy for these few weeks and i've privated my blog for no reasons.
But now i public my bloggie for no reasons again! So lame ^.<

Manyak things happened recently but I'm not going to write everything here just because of I'm a lazy pig! TEEHEE :D
So skip skip skip!

Exam is on the next week.
Sigh, everyone is studying like hell included ME!
I just want to get good results and not disappointing my parents and family.
And after exam, I know i will be busy for many things.
My life is busy but i still do enjoy it instead of watching television at home, roaming all around the shopping mall or doing those wasting time stuff.


By the way, I'm waiting for September's Holiday.
To have fun with my Bffs ♥.

Hi lee tae yoon :)

Am watching korea drama- My Fair Lady at 8tv currently.
I've found a cute smile guy from the drama!
Jeong Il Woo as Lee Tae Yoon. But i've to confess Jeong Il Woo is not exactly good-looking as well but i did really love his smile. He has a cute smile that really make a huge different. He looks kind of mean sometimes when he don't smile, but once he smile, its a complete different story.





And Yay! I got my new passport. I love you, dad. <3
Everything is settled down now. I'm happy :)

Guilt.

Maybe this is the 1st time i agreed with you.

Yea you are right, we don't have the seniority to judge other.

And I feel guilty now. Sighhhh :x

0.0

Chemist beh hiao. How?

Results.

bm-66
bi-66
bc-? i forgot :/, but its around 50 something
sj-82
mm-77
add maths-87
physics-74!
chemistry-well , i forgot too : P
biology-63
pm-56

I know I'm still not good enough so I will work harder to improve my results for the next exam. And, what a shame,my moral get 56 marks only. Should I thanks my moral teacher for giving me such a low marks?HELL.

btw,happy belated birthday to yee leng <3

Suddenly I'm famous ,

And everybody knows i'm lady haha now. =='

Finally i'm back from seremban. The another sweet memories with my band mates again. I wont forget the moment we stay together. How we shouted like hell,laughed like mad and things we had crazy for. Foo,i hope i have the chance to sing for you again.*Only youuuuuu* And i named myself an artist name-Lady Haha -.- . We went to Port Dickson too. What a sweet and great time for us again. Everyone enjoyed much and some of us dabbled ourselves without bringing any spare clothes to there. We even played lao ying zhua xiao ji. Everyone seems so crazy and some fell down while playing games. Also,I bought a skirt from there. The original price of the skirt is 19 bucks. So expensive man. But at the end I bought the skirt with 15 bucks.HEHEHE:D. Guess why its much cheapier now. I asked the aunty to reduce the price lower. And this is the 1st time I cut the price before I bought a thing. I'm extremely happy now :)!
Chung Wenjin aka Gao Ren said this is the last competition in her band life. I'm so upset when I heard this. I hope I still have the chance to chat and play with her. She was so funny and could bring me lots of smiles.I will miss you Gao Ren :(


Changed my blogskin.I don't really like the latest template designer of blogger now :/.
And I'm hungry now.Bye my dear ♥

Band. ♥~

Going seremban tomorrow.

Wish us luck people :) !
I must do my best,I cannot disappointed my seniors and our teachers.
So CSC JIA YOU!
Mr Yan will be here to support me with his love ♥ !

And I'm lazy to pack my luggage :/

So are you willing to help me ? +_+

Happy birthday Tung.

Hellooo,my honey back to home yesterday.Well,i miss him so much and he brought a lot of snacks come back too.Haha,was busying finish up the snacks.and I'M FAT now!And I know he is missing yan yee like hell now.Keep on sms-ing with her since from this morning.HAHA.I'm curious how does yan yee looks actually.I must find a chance to meet up with her!And I wanted to tell yan yee:"Lee Kai Jin is mine.Dont ever think to snatch him away from me." XD


Tung's birthday today.Mama is wishing her have a sweet sixteen. XD

I look stupid here O.O

$_$

I'm so lazy to write about what have happened recently.

And i suddenly hope that i can have magic power to print money =____=

I am not happy.

Please do not dump me when i need you.
You know it's hurt enough.

Holidaysss:D

Holidays started,means that the time for party,shopping,sleeping like pig and eating non stop are also started.So damn happy,no need to wake up at 6a.m. for two weeks.

Oh yeah this time band camp was fun although something still annoyed us.Hopefully it will better next time.I named my juniors a new name , Ah yoke and ah Ah wert.LOL .So funny right?

Mrs Yan is watching Autumn's Concerto 下一站 幸福 currently.So Omg touching and sweet.Btw Van Ness look so hyper handsome and man.I love him so much +_+.But I'm not going to abandon my lovely Aaron also,Hee:D so dont worry k my friends.

Look at this.So omg handsome right?

Btw please look at this too.So omg hell.Image with moustache and long hair.So ewww err man .

happy belated birthday to my bff,ashlee phuah too.
i love u baby xoxo ♥

I just simply love pink ♥

Heeeeeee :D i painted this pink pink colour on my nails.
The colour is too sweet and i love it much honey ♥ !

Recently,i am also crazy for gold colour.Awwww how fantastic;)

So i'm going to buy the nail polisher by tomorrow? or during holidays.
HAH

*two more days left only oh*

Words for my dear :)
虽然你很平凡，很不起眼
但是在我心中，你永远是最特别的人物!

hehe bye.

He is fa hiao-ing

Hell,lee kai jin told me he gonna date with a girl this sunday.This is really too pretty OMG!Since yesterday he decided to watch a movie with that girl,he was in good mood and coming around to disturb me.Even macam sh come and shaked hand with me tim.I am so curious which pretty Si buta is gonna to date with him har?He is gonna chop me into pieces if he saw this.

But no choice,我是不怕死的 :D:D

Ever since I lost you, everything in my world become colder,只有失去的温柔最温柔

After what you had done to me, I only become stronger and wiser. I want to thank you for this.

So you really think you know me well

I heard nothing but your captivating voice

you run away but I will not chase after you

suddenly i'm famous and people know my name

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile

i don't know for sure
where this is going

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

STILL I HOPE FOR MORE, AND MORE, IN THIS
FUNNY LITTLE WORLD

Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

updates :)

three more papers to go.yeah yeah yeah!.hope that the exam can ended faster.i want freedom for my eyes my soul my body and my mind.feel exhausted these few days.everyday sleep at almost twelve o'clock.i swear i will use up 24hours to sleep after the mid year exam :/

Today biology was a piece of shit.i memang give up.i can use all of my times to study physics and chemistry.but for biology.....sigh.feel so bad to memorise those stupid function and process.i know this is not fair for bio,but i just can't control it.Ohhh .....;)

Aku masih perlu menghafal 3 bidang nilai dan kata kunci.Di samping itu,esok perlu menduduki kertas untuk matematik tambahan.Ohh wtf man -_-

Wish me luck friends !

Hello,i just edit for syok only.

People said i'm dreaming but i don't really care what they have said.

I am who I am mah!

The most important is i know what i'm doing right now :D

Physics and Mathematics tomorrow!I hope i can do it well especially for maths.It's one of the subject that I hope to score A.For physics, B+ is already very enough for me.

I dont want to get C for it.

Please lah god.Oh,tolonglah memberkati saya

AMEN++

P/S:ANONYMOUS PLEASE DONT SPAM MY BLOG.ACTION WILL TAKEN IF YOU STILL BEHAVE IN THIS WAY.

Kthxbai ♥

FCUK

Yay!I skipped school today but for sure i'm not ponteng lah!We went to satdium to have a rehearsal for the performance at sunday.This is the 1st experience that i had for a perfomance combining three shcool bands together!At least everything go smooth today although there's still a bit flaw and mistake,but still is better that what i've imagined.Anyway,hope that everything will be perfect on Sunday :))

9-5-2010

today,i would like to say:

"MAMA,I REALLY THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS GIVING ME THE BEST. NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE DID WRONG,YOU NEVER COMPLAIN ABOUT ME. WHENEVER I NEED YOU,YOU WILL ALWAYS GIVE ME STRENGTH . AND YOU ALWAYS BUY EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED ;)"

I Lovee you Mum

我爱你

♥

Exam D:

Erm,where should i start form?

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today i skipped band practice

i feel so sorry,my dad came back and mad again

dont even wanna argue with him anymore,but i really beh syok he keep on nagging me lo

i hate his sound that is really very annoying

and exam also approaching already,eww eww eww!

if i have not mistaken,11 more days to go only.Sighsss.

10 subjects need to revise,excluded pendidikan moral lahh,ahahahaha

okayy,,so lameee ;)

back to yesterday,a super bad news for me

LEE KAI JIN GOT HIS LICENSE ALREADY!

i fucking hate him,he can drive to everywhere dyyy!

butttt,he can also fetch me to everywhere what.hahahahah

next time i think i must be more polite to him already lerr

cannot call him pimples man anymore,yier ;D

gonna leave and studyalready,bye peeps <3!

new.

Hi ladies!Yayy,i have my new bloggie here.I feel so bored with the old one.boring and not interesting *zzz So i am here to create a new bloggie again :))